this is the first time the Singapore Govt is dipping into its reserves to help its economy. not good. not good at all.

boss mentioned she wants to save jobs as mentioned by MM, so staff needs to double up and multitask to get fast revenue to keep company going. and i initially thought my private education and creative sector is not effected. i'm wrong.

leave will most probably be frozen till we stabilize. I have to give up my holidays this year. well, i'm not happy about this but in order to ensure my job stays with me, i have to make some sacrifices. all the core staff is pushing through. i value this job, this company. yes, i grumble and complain at times, but i still love my job.

i need to think about how to make extra $200-$300 for myself per month. extra money. thinking hard how to do it. think think think....

God help us. Amin.

i would like to start a light jazz band called Kindergarten Drop Outs. 4-5 piece. The band will play simple jazz, bossa, standards and blues. Easy listening too. Anyone interested?

Colour my world...it's getting gloomy in here.

Frank Stella

Sinjerli Variation IV, 1977

offset lithograph in colors

32 x 42 3/8 in.

Fallen Art-FutureShots

Very odd but good animation.

"In an old forgotten military base far from civilization, a group of deranged military officers nurture their insanity." (Description in YouTube)

The Economy

Time to bite the bullet through this hard time. I have to. I still love my job. F.carelah just whack through! Cannot give up.

i'm beginning to feel tired of working under my current company. but the economic situation doesn't seem to allow me to let it go. the company is fine. am just tired. got to plan my timeline, get it firmed up and be sure of when i will move on. i dunno right now, but i cannot stay in a place for too long. the 'sian' ness will fill itself to the brim and overflow. i cannot go on teaching kindy kidos. i need to do something else.

maybe my rezeki is still here.

focus, rudy, focus.

Memorable Quote (like it!)

Mac MacGuff: In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.

(from the movie, Juno.)

i think i'm cute

Damn! The Malaccan scale is the same as the one at home. Time to be a loser!