i'm beginning to feel tired of working under my current company. but the economic situation doesn't seem to allow me to let it go. the company is fine. am just tired. got to plan my timeline, get it firmed up and be sure of when i will move on. i dunno right now, but i cannot stay in a place for too long. the 'sian' ness will fill itself to the brim and overflow. i cannot go on teaching kindy kidos. i need to do something else.

maybe my rezeki is still here.

focus, rudy, focus.